My Moldavite Journey

Oh dear Moldavite how you have paved the way but not without destruction.

I remember my first ever experience with Moldavite, I won't lie, it was not an experience I could ever forget so I'm going to share with you the darkness that made me question absolutely everything in existence. Darkness is real and when it confronts you nothing and I mean nothing makes sense internally and externally. Everything that was once comfortable becomes uncomfortable and everything you thought you believed in because almost unbelievable.

Let me start by saying i started using crystals in 2013 after losing my son at 20 weeks pregnant i never knew about them or used them before this so i was quite skeptical. " How can a rock help me?" But i am open minded so off I went to a little local crystal shop and began exploring these little magic rocks. I didn't choose by choice i just felt connected to certain colours and the feeling they gave me. That was it, I was hooked. One of the crystals I chose was Angelite oh that soothing blue got me right in my inner calm.

But nothing and I mean NOTHING hit me harder then Moldavite and if I only knew what getting myself one of these bad boys meant I may have eased into it but after 3 years in the crystal world this green little magic rock called upon me.

No one warned me or prepared me so I'm hoping sharing my sacred journey helps you understand a little of what Moldavite can do when it's calling for you.

So as my package arrived I ripped open the box and i grapped it right into my hot little hands and when I say hot little hands I mean it was HOT like i grabbed a tiny piece of lava. As I placed it back down I began feeling sick, it is like my whole body said nope! So off to bed I went, laying there spiralling into a sick big baby asking if I really just got sick from a rock?? Surely not.. no??

As I type this I feel it all again, the nausea, the headache, the exhaustion. I had a 2 year old at this stage and if you know.. you know. I couldn't be bed ridden but the urge to rest called me deeply.

The next day I felt better enough to get up and run errands and as I walked but into my door my Moldavite pendant sat there on the coffee table.. Umm how did you get there? Even looking at it made me sick. Maybe it's rejecting me? Am I really so broken this rock doesn't even like me?

But yet my head wasn't thinking clearly but my heart said " hold it " so over I went picking it up more gently this time and as though a wave of energy washed over me I began to see that it was time to embrace my darkness. As if this Little Rock spoke to me through my own voice. So I put it on a silver chain and wore it. The darkness grew, the chaos came in like a tornado and everything I once knew no longer felt familiar.

It is as though it lifted the vail of lies and revealed the truth. A friend I had at the time was a completely different person, I began to question was she a different person or am I seeing clearly for the first time?

So there she went, Off into the distance and we no longer speak, instead of feeling sadness I felt relief. It was a weird reaction to how I think I would be losing a friend.

The healing began to take place in a way that was so hard and previous trauma surfaced and I couldn't run, I couldn't hide I had to confront it and it was extremely hard, one of the hardest healings i have ever done to this day.

I felt every single emotion there was to feel, I felt lost, Alone, Scared, Broken and Afraid among feeling Excited, Awakened and Open.

Moldavite revealed and set me up for a healing that I've never experienced before. I had to face my ego and really work through how much it showed up, and there was no denying that as uncomfortable and vulnerable as i felt i had this sense of breakthrough, a new beginning and i was about to understand and discover who i was on a higher vibration, a sense of inner peace and harmony, the world was my oyster.

The truth is before this little hit of wonderful meteor entered my life, and with full transparency here. I was a home body. I hated the idea of seeing anyone because of how insecure I was about my body. Even heading to the post office to ship off orders i would anxiously await running into anyone so i was in and out and straight back home. Seeing family was even a struggle I didn't want anyone to see me. It took so much in me to get out of the house. But moldavite changed this about myself.

I read a post where a local business was looking for an assistant and without hesitation I said I can help! And the next day I was off to a strangers house helping her with her business. Confident and full of excitement we even became best friends. It was great. I felt alive, and more or so I felt happy, genuine pure happiness. My body image issues still lingered around but not to a point I stopped myself from not going out. I realised what needed to be transformed within and around me was transforming, and it felt incredible and rewarding! I connected deeply with my work, I was speaking from love not ego, I was meeting new people, loving myself, loving life and in tune with my spiritual self on a level i had no experienced. I levelled up and the world was nothing but an adventure and I was ready to explore.

Through that deep dark cloud of uncomfortability and a great sense of lost. I never felt more seen and comfortable at the end of my moldavite journey. This Little Rock was my ticket to freedom.

Remember that Moldavite chooses you. You will feel connected to this green little beauty, you won't be able to get it out of your mind until it's in your hot little hands. I had recently tried to force Moldavite on my life and nothing happened at all.

I wanted transformation but I wasn't ready. So you must be ready. I also would never suggest Moldavite to a beginner in their spiritual journey or someone new to crystal frequencies.

Moldavite is powerful, so very powerful.

This is my journey with Moldavite so keep in mind everyone's journey is different and unique.

But embrace the journey as deep and dark as it may be know that there is an amazing high vibin soul just ready to beam into the world and live their best life. That person is you!